Intuitive guidance from my spirit guides to yours

 

The brightest light is the light that shines through the shadows. Our true essence is love, radiance, beauty, and innocence. We come into the world as our full, embodied selves in that love, but over time that radiance is covered over with traumas, fear, pain, and self-doubt. We believe we are that which lurks in our shadows, but our true nature is that of love. Coming home to ourselves. Learning to navigate the shadows and uncover the parts of you that were lost there. I’m here to guide you in that process.

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It takes one to know one. I grew up on an island in Maine surrounded by beautiful nature and a deeply traumatic home life. My inner child, who I believe is our connection point to the cosmos and our true nature, was always reaching through veils. I built fairie houses, connected with other realms, and played in the grass and my imagination with complete wonder and openness. Parts of me knew and were deeply connected to a grander cosmic truth, but as I grew up that connection faded away. Through family issues, school, life, and our 3D reality, we can lose sight of who we really are. We came here to forget and re-member ourselves.

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Four years ago, I found myself barreling down the wrong track. I was working myself to death, using my body in toxic ways, and my nervous system was caught in permanent survival mode. I couldn’t even begin to look at or unpack the many layers of traumas around me and my inner child. My persona had split into many scattered pieces of “self” and I was constantly dissociating away from the pain. It took a catalytic experience, a “hand of God” if you will, to snap me out of my destructive habits and down the right path. That took shape in a cup of boiling water dropping on my leg. Random it may seem, but that was my pivotal moment. I was studying Musical Theater at the time and I couldn’t dance or take my exams, I couldn’t work and I found myself actually having to take the time to rest. I felt that this was a divine chance to change my course and realign myself. One of the first things I did was book a Reiki session per my friend’s suggestion. I had never heard of Reiki before and didn’t really know what to expect, but I wanted to find out. After that powerful first session, I felt a peace I hadn’t felt in ages. My body and energy centers started to purge. My leg healed miraculously quickly, and I was back on my feet again (even the scar has completely faded away). After that, my life started to move toward healing. I began to meditate every day, speak affirmations, and a part of me that had long been dormant started to awaken. It was like I had been cut off from who I really was, and I was desperate to find her again.

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In 2019 I started working with a wonderful Somatic therapist, who helped me learn to regulate my nervous system out of the perpetual fight/flight survival mode it was caught in. All the body symptoms I suffered from, migraines, jaw tension, inflammation, slowly started to fade and be relieved as I felt through each trauma that was trapped in my body. The healing process is messy, and I wondered if I would ever be “done” with it, but I’ve learned since then that the journey is the destination, and the most valuable work we can do is on ourselves. It was miraculous to watch myself slowly but surely start to change, and freeing up that space in my body allowed for divine experiences to start coming through. I uncovered my inner child, opened my third eye, and connected with Divine Mother and my spirit guides, which drastically shifted my whole perception of this “reality”. I started to really, actively remember who I was, and hear the story of my coming into existence.

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Around that same time, I was gifted a tarot deck. I didn’t know much about it, but I started to play around and discovered I had an intuitive gift. I would do readings for everyone and anyone, and often gave insights and advice that were scarily accurate for people. Since then I’ve learned to use the cards to guide my journey and internal process, using them as a mode of communication between myself and my guides. Three years later, I am being guided to use tarot to guide others in their healing journeys and channel messages they need to receive from their spirit guides. To catch a live collective reading or my other video content, check out my Tik Tok @saulethestarseed.

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After experiencing the deep healing power of Reiki, I felt a draw to want to learn and practice it myself. I realize now that I’ve been a healer in many lifetimes, and learning the symbols and techniques of Reiki was as natural as remembering for me. Reiki is a method of channeling Universal energy for mind/body/soul healing on a quantum energetic level. It can help resolve blockages and traumas in our energy centers, or chakras, rapidly and profoundly because most ailments are connected to dis-ease in the physical/mental/emotional bodies. Reiki attunements activate your body’s own healing capabilities and allow you to become a self-healing, empowered being.

After learning to heal myself through Reiki, and guiding my shadow work through Tarot, I was rapidly expanded in my awareness by the start of 2020. Little did I know, it was just the beginning of a massive collective shift that we are all destined to partake in.

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With the time we collectively spent in quarantine, we were given the opportunity to either worry and surrender to fear or take the time to delve into our own solitude and see what opens out. With the halt in daily routines, life, and travel plans gone sideways, we had to come face to face with ourselves.

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The time I spent by myself in quarantine triggered a deepening in my soul that I couldn’t have even fathomed just months before. I discovered a spiritual community called The Soulfull Heart that offered me a new paradigm to shift my consciousness and gain a deeper awareness of what is really going on in the world through this collective shift. Through their group calls and meditations, I started to intimately get to know the various parts of myself, my shadow aspects, and the “past lives”, or alternate timelines, of my multi-dimensional soul.

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I spent many months and years completely immersed in deep healing, kundalini awakenings, and changes in my lifestyle/eating habits. I was exhausted from awakening in such a rapid, accelerated way, but I felt that it was part of my soul’s destiny to prepare myself to be a wayshower for others. Feeling into every aspect of my human experience, from the oppressor to the oppressed, the abused and the abuser, gave me a unique perspective of the parts we all play in this human drama. I was able to come into communion with the Divine and my higher dimensional guides and work with them one on one in the fourth and fifth-dimensional levels.

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Now, two years since that leap into a deeper embodiment of my soul’s truth, I’ve shed so many layers of my ego that what remains is just a thin veil. My “persona” feels like an outfit I can put on and take off at the end of the day, always maintaining my connection and awareness of the divine within myself and others. Embodying and integrating my divine feminine and divine masculine energies, healing my inner child and inner teenager, and liberating my consciousness from the ties of programming have allowed me to fully tap into my abundance and the Divine available to us in the present moment.

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Now I’m here to help you do the same. I have many stories to tell, many places I’ve been, and many aspects of my consciousness I’ve liberated. I realize I’ve been guiding people all along, healing myself, and doing this work effortlessly and easily for family and friends. I feel integrated and connected with my own divine masculine and feminine energies, and therefore available and open to work with any gender expression of people and allow the flow of identity and constructs to melt away. I tap into the wisdom of my higher self, my spirit guides, and guide you into doing the same.